As of Today (University Life)

Assalamualaikum and hello guys!
Do you actually notice that everytime I write something, it will be after such a long time. So, here we go again, I'm greeting you guys after almost a year passed. Tomorrow is the Christmas eve but my holiday is only until tomorrow, I'm so sad but well, couldn't help it anyway. I have class on Monday huhu..

Okay so what I wanna write is actually about my university life as of today. And that's how I got the idea for this post's topic ;) Okay so after the SPM result announcement day, I got two offers to further my studies which is one from matriculation in Perlis and another one is a diploma program from UiTM. I was quite disappointed from the offers eventho I know how I should be grateful to have a hand "full of choices" not quite much but yeah still.. The reason for my disappointment is because of the UPU result. I actually hoping so much that I will get an offer from UIA which is foundation of economics but as silly as I am, I put that as my 3rd choice, can you believe it? Please guess which number I put diploma program that I received as my choice? Yes, of course the first choice T.T
I always thought that I have bad luck so I really confident that I will not get my first choice but yes, as bad luck as I am, I really did get that one T.T Btw, that diploma program's course is Business Study.

Actually, after SPM my goal is to not meet any science subjects anymore because I remember how I suffered with those subjects during my high school time. Not just I don't understand them but I also do not have any interest in them. Due to that I applied all those non-science course in my UPU application and even accounting course in matriculation eventho I'm not an accounting students during my high school days. That's how desperate I am to run away from Science hahaha. Back to the story of me choosing either one of the two choices, after a while, I decided to choose the diploma program eventho it is obviously longer than the matriculation program. Besides, my bestfriend, Fatin also got the same place as me eventho we are not in the same course. But that does not mean I made the decision because of her, it's because I feel that I don't fit in the matriculation due to my style of study which is very much laid back.

My diploma program is at the Kedah branch of UiTM in Sungai Petani. It took just about 1 hour of travel from my house by car. Taking that as an advantage, I really love to go back home like almost every weekend. So far I really like the surrounding there except for the fact that I have to walk 30 minutes from my dorm to the class. Its a wreck of a day for me if my class start at 8 am because you know how sleepyhead I am, just imagine that I always woke up late and then without showering I just ran off to class with my selekeh-ness.

For the course, I was cheated BY MYSELF of course. I thought that since its business it will have a lot of calculation and that's why I decided to choose this path but little did I knew that this course is full of theories! I have to memorize everything for A to Z. Sometime my brain feels like exploding. As for those theories subject are my nightmare, the calculation required subjects are my only escape and savior. I love calculation subjects because I didn't feel like study whenever I revise them, since it does not need any reading because reading is just not my thing.

And also the pros for my university life is that I can almost balance everything. Starting from social life, study and time for myself. Since I have 5 semesters, my schedule is not so packed. Serious talk, I have a lot of time in my hand. I can go hangout with my friends everytime I'm free (money problems tho), I have a lot of gaps between my classes time so that allows me to take a nap and believe or not when I say nap, the minimum nap that I can take is for 2 hours hehe. Plus, since I'm kind of a procrastinator, I can study at the last minute and can still excel in them because the subjects is not very long like in high school. The best thing is that I can watch kdramas everyday and still got some time left to do something else. What could I ask more from that ;) That's gonna be the most favourite thing about my life in university. Its like the best of both world (Hannah Montanna anyone?)

So the conclusion is if anyone ever ask if I never regret taking this path, my answer is DEFINITELY YES. As of today, this is the best decision that I ever made. What done has been done, and I can't go back to change it so what I just need to do it is to make the most out of it. Plus, I'm happy with my life right now and that's what matter. I'm gonna work hard and prove that I can achieve success like everyone else too. Wish me luck!

Toddles

xoxo

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see next time, k bai

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Trivial facts

Assalamualaikum, so its been a really long time, really! Last year I was kind of busy, running from here and there due to spm, so i have written 0 post if I'm not mistaken. Well actually, its not like I have any reader 😶 but just for the sake of fun and filling my boringness(?) I actually felt the itchiness of wanting to write again 😆 To be really honest, I stalked my friend's blog and saw this late post of her about her life facts, I remembered that it used to be a "trendy thing" in instagram in late 2012 where people tagged you and you have to post facts about yourself. And it was kind of fun (that friend's post) and so i was thinking why not i write about that hehe 😉

So..... since my birthdate is 23 september, I want to write 23 trivial facts about me. Not those facts that I already wrote in "About Me" post but more like the facts that are not so important 🙈

Ps: pardon me bcuz I'll be writing in both malay and english which is manglish 🙌

1. I just bought a phone like really a phone, so its kind of fascinating how i lived all those years without a freakin' phone, I mean come on lah siapa je yg takde phone especially tennagers like me. So i'm kind of in aww 😶

2. Bila makan nasi selalu asingkan nasi and lauk, i mean idk if i'm like havin an OCD or something but rasa macam tak selesa and puas hati bila nasi and lauk bercampur. And that's why I really hate bila pergi kenduri or pergi kedai makan nasi campur yg ada org yg letakkan lauk utk kita, diorang selalu letak lauk atas nasi and i'm so annoyed 😠

3. Another thing about my "OCD" , ocd la sangat, kalau makan nasi and and ada kuah atas nasi, aku akan gaul nasi and kuah tu supaya semua nasi dapat kuah yg sama rata hehe this is so weird and i know it ✌

4. I clean my room only like bila habis national exam, like eg, bila habis upsr, pmr and spm baru kemas bilik. And when i said kemas bilik, i go through everything macam cuci kipas, cuci bilik air, mop lantai and meja study and kemas segala benda yang ada dlm bilik. So i'm kinda of wondering sbb lps ni mana ada dh exam mcm tu and...... if u know what i mean 👉👈

5. People always said aku pendiam and I think so too but aku rasa aku berani jugak buat kawan apa.... I mean one of my achievement hehe haritu masa driving class, I made some friends yg mmg stranger and the best part is that aku yg tegur diorang dulu, plus diorang tu semua lagi tua daripada aku, I really deserve an award for this achievement huhu

6. And org jugak selalu ckp aku ni lemah lembut and baik sangat when in fact I AM NOT! So bila aku tunjuk the real side of me which is perangai tahpape tu mula la diorang ckp "tak sangka la aimi macam ni" "nampak je baik tapi sebenarnya....." and I'm like what the....... So what do you guys expecting from me HUH?! I'm really sick of those things 😒 

7. I've never date, EVER. Dulu i used to hate the idea of dating because I think its stupid and wasting time but these days i'm sort of thinking what it's like to date with someone..

8. I hate when my friends are dating like SERIOUSLY sebab dia rasa macam ada org curi bff kita. 

9. I've never had any boy-friends (not boyfriend) and due to that I have this weird things which bila cakap dgn lelaki selain my family aku selalu rasa pelik and tak selesa and new(?) Idk

10. I sleep with lights off tapi bila takut lepas tgk horror movie mesti turn on juga lampu hehe

11. Aku belajar dlm darjah 1 dua kali, I mean masa umur 6 tahun and 7 tahun aku duduk dlm darjah satu. They called it 'tumpang' because masa umur aku 6 tahun tu aku pergi je belajar tapi nama aku takde dlm record sekolah. 

12. I'm craving of lamb right now 

13. I don't really like reading those stuff yg diorang kongsi panjang2 about motivational stuff and other info dkt ws or other messaging apps. It annoyed the hell out of me. 

14. I used to be so short like a dwarf in primary school sampai cikgu ejek lg bila aku nak jadi pengawas sbb cikgu ckp nanti aku kena chin up bila nak tegur org 😑 Anyway bila form 2/3, tinggi aku naik mendadak eventho tak tinggi mana pun tp boleh la nk ckp yg aku tak pendek (ps: my current height is 160cm) 

15. I dont really dream big mcm aku tak ada definite goal, macam apa yg aku nk jadi apa yg aku study, things like that. My dream simple je aku nk duduk dkt urban area, work in the office like a typical person and have enough money to buy things I want. 

16. I'm really sentimental and sensitive. I think too much and sometimes aku explode dgn nangis masa shower. When i'm really depressed you can know it by stalking my twitter sbb aku akan tabur(?) hints yg aku gila depress dgn rt benda2 pasal depressing stuff.

17. I really like to be organised bila buat kerja walaupun bilik bersepah hehe. I have this perfection attitude bila nak buat kerja. Macam simple example bila nak sidai kain aku akan bezakan kain ikut jenis (baju, kain pelekat and etc) dlm bakul yg berlainan and then baru aku sidai. 

18. I really hate cringy stuff and aku juga tak affectionate. Aku rasa malu nak cakap terima kasih or i love you or i miss you dkt org2 yg aku rapat sbb rasa mcm cringy walaupun sebenarnya tak pun. 

19. I find it freakin uncomfortable bila org tunggu aku. I mean mcm aku nk beli barang aku and parents aku kena tunggu dkt luar kedai, aku akan rasa malu and tak selesa, idk why tho. That's why bila aku nak beli barang aku, aku akan beli masa kami semua dkt restoran and tunggu makanan and so masa tu aku akan ckp nak pergi toilet tp aku akan pergi kedai utk beli barang aku. 

20. I'm a korean drama maniac like really MANIAC. I've watched over 100 korean dramas since 2011. I know all the actors and somehow I actually can understand korean. Sometimes, i don't need subtitles because I can understand what they are talking about. I know this is not smthg to be proud of because of this I didnt study and my grades actually drop so bad.

21. I keep a secret about being a kdrama maniac from my friends. This is because everyone has this stereotype about korean entertainment. I'm actually worried if i would be an outcast because of this. Tho I know i'm being fake and does not show the real side of me. And yes I know i'm being so pathetic 😕

22. I really love ballad song especially kdramas' ost and 95% of my playlist songs is kdramas' ost and bcuz of it i don't really like when people want to see my playlist since i don't really have any popular songs. 

23. I love wearing pyjamas (long tshirt) when i'm not going out anywhere.

And yes that's the end of this long post fuhh 😥 That's all I think and I hope you guys don't think i'm some kind of freak or something because of these facts. 

ps: I actually write this post using a smartphone so can u pls give me a clap and ignore if you find any fault because it was a really big challenge for me since I made a lot of typos haha 🙊

Toddles

xoxo

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see next time, k bai

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Toddles

xoxo

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see next time, k bai

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